Anonymous
September 12, 2025 at 2:39:06 AM
I still love you by the way, maybe not in the way I used to but I still feel a sense of care towards you. Despite you doing something bad to me and not wanting to apologize or take accountability for it, I still hope you're doing good. I'm glad you found someone who can better support you and that you love. Though, I still sometimes feel hurt a little inside knowing that you would take advantage of my feelings and vulnerability, I don't hold that against you. I can't hate you because I'm able to empathize with you and I understand why you are the way you are. I love you, not in a romantic or platonic way, but in a an appreciative way because your a human just like everyone else, and I think that's beautiful. I can't bring myself to even dislike you because I'm aware of things that you struggle with. I myself apologize if I came off as "too pushy" with my care for you, and I apologize if I offended you or your boyfriend in any way. I never meant to do that. I only meant to show how much I genuinely care for you, and everyone else in the world. I care for you and so many other people so much, even if you are they have wronged me. I love you as a person, not in a romantic sense. The romance I felt towards you is mostly gone, but my love for you as a person is still there. I hope you get to do great things in life, and that you and your boyfriend have a happy relationship. I hope you two are able to support and care for each other, and I hope he is able to provide you with the love and support that I couldn't. I know I probably sound corny saying all this, and you can completely disregard this whole message if you want, but I need to say this because I know if I don't I'll regret it. My physical health is deteriorating a lot faster than it was before, so I know I'm on a bit of a time limit which is why I chose to say this now.
I still care about you a lot, even if that makes me sound "stalkerish". I care about you, my friends, my family, my teachers, my classmates, even the people online that I don't know. I care about humanity, because humans are genuinely a beautiful species. I care and love you because I understand your pain, and I understand that you're a human just like everyone else, and where is it gonna get me if I hate you? You did something indescribably wrong to me, you did something to me that has left me in a mental place I can't even begin to describe. What you did to me messed me up to such a degree I'd feel embarrassed saying it exactly. You completely shattered my life, especially when I was finally starting to get better and heal mentally.
But I don't hate you for that, I don't dislike you for that, and I don't hold a grudge against you for that. I'm dying anyways, and I'd rather die loving people rather than hating them. I'm telling you all this so you can know how I feel, and so that I won't die with regrets. I'm going to eventually get hospitalized if my condition doesn't get better, so I'd figure I'd say this now. I still care for you, even if you hate me now, even if you don't even want to acknowledge my existence, I still care for you. Despite you most likely having a lot of hatred for me for reasons I can't understand. I love you, and I'm sorry.
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September 8, 2025 at 3:35:20 AM
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September 5, 2025 at 9:19:50 PM
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Replied on: September 8, 2025 at 12:25:48 AM
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